TABLE OF CONTENTS:
Prologue		p. 1
SEASONS
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10	Catch My Fall Finger Number Five New Territory Anticipating Certain Uncertainty Making Way for New Life Joy and Pain Coin Walking Dark Valleys Tables Turn Un-prayed for Miracles	p.7 p.21 p.39 p.55 p.67 p.77 p.91 p.109 p.125 p.135
MONTHS
11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18	Going Down Getting Help Still in Chaos Along for Her Ride Using Lifeboats Hope Redefined Parting Paths Surrender	p.145 p.153 p.159 p.169 p.177 p.187 p.197 p.207
DAYS
19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30	No Turning Back Days Weaving Lasts Leaving Behind Names Future Presence Loving Him Well Sweet Acceptance Light Homefront Hallowed Time Birth/Death Day Final Passage	p.223 p.227 p.231 p.235 p.239 p.243 p.249 p.255 p.259 p.263 p.267 p.273
AFTER TOM
31 32 33 34 35 36 37	Returning to Life Guardian Angel Ashes to Ashes The Memorial Giving Thanks Winter Solstice Faith Tested	p.289 p.295 p.301 p.305 p.313 p.317 p.321
Epilogue		p.329